I hope you never have to search for synonyms of “invisible”, because saying “I feel invisible” is too cliché to communicate the devastation that has left every beautiful part of you in ruins. It’s the kind of devastation nobody calls a clean up crew for. It’s like uprooting a field…

I stalked your social media and I hate myself for it. I have the purest intentions. • It’s just that I saw you, your vintage jewelry sparkling in the fluorescent light, and saw the potential of a friend. • I haven’t had a friend in forever. • I can’t get…

When life becomes this bleak, I turn each day of the week into a meaningless metaphor. • Time is just a construct, a dripping faucet refusing to be fixed, steam staining a beloved mirror, a bleach stain, the acid in your stomach working against you more than it works for…

It’s Sunday. I have nothing and everything to be afraid of. I say I have nothing to be afraid of because I’m already living out my deepest fears, I should find solace and serenity in that fact, but instead it makes my stomach lurch; everything feels more terrifying than it…

I’m so over this. I don’t know if i can stomach one more day of living like this. I feel like I’m permanently stuck at the DMV, watching everyone around me come in and out as they please, but my number still hasn’t been called. Once you’ve been to the…

“Bye, Buddy! I hope you find your dad!” — Elf (2003) has been out for 19 years now, but it became a holiday classic instantly, lighting up homes and hearts worldwide. The movie follows the journey of Buddy The Elf (Will Ferrell), who was adopted by elves and raised in the North Pole. Now an adult, Buddy finally realizes…

I’m going to be blunt here: my life is in shreds. I am experiencing a ton of hardship that the majority of people don’t have to endure. My only goal right now? Getting through. I don’t know what I’m “getting through” for, but my highest ambition right now is survival…

a poem.

a poem. —